Lawless Nonsense

This whole blog thing feels like taking the most massive shits that just needed to come out. Hallelujiah. Oh God there is no spell check on this shit. Fuck. HAhahahaah. Whatever. Okay so a good childhood friend whom I do not talk to often, recently connected with me and told me her job is in marketing and basically she makes people's website's more visible on google and whatnot. So she gave me some great tips and pointers on how to be found. And then she told me oh! Maybe you should start a blog because that can also help you get more traffic on your site, but it will also be a great creative outlet. That really fucking clicked for me!

I was taking a shower the other day and I was asking whoever is up there, if they could send me an angel or a guide in the form of a person. I feel like I am always looking to the sky for the answers, when the answers are through connections with others and also right in front of my fucking face. So anyways, her telling me to start a blog felt angelic. Because I normally HATE any advice anyone ever has to give me. I don't want a large social media precesnce, I don't wanna do tiktok or shit like that. Because it isn't authentic to me and my art. Sure so many people use it for what they do and it works really well for them. But that never felt like the most me to me. It wasn't something I wanted to do. And I hate doing things I don't want to. After all, I believe we create whatever it is we want to. And so if I want to be a successful artist without a huge instagram, and hundreds of reels and tiktoks, I can fucking be that. It is possible. So many famous artists in the past didn't even have the interent. I can do it the way I want it to be done. That is the strong inner artist in me. I feel like for me, personally, making cheesy tiktoks so my art gets more views, just was not the route I wanted to take. Just because it works for some people doesn't mean it is how I have to go about things. To each their fucking own!!!! My golly!