CANT WAIT has so much going on all at once. It is a longing- a yearning. To be something and somewhere that I am not quite yet. But I can see it and I want it. I want my heart to be set on fire, and I want to feel this grand romantic love while being able to be the fullness of who I am. I want my chest ripped open in love. Undeniable. I want the fire inside of me ignited. I want it to be so true and so real and so palpable that I do not question it. I also am still learning how to really be myself and to be honest with all those around me. To say how I really feel, ask for what I truly need. To say no when I mean it. To be unaploagetic in myself. To be confident in my choices, my visions, my directions. To not be wearing masks or facades. CANT WAIT is the trueness of all. It is the masterpiece of what I want my life centered around: true love. The kind that is so palpable you do not know what hit you. Yet, it doesn't take you down or knock you off kilter. It is the fullness of everything you need to be.